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Update for 2011..

2011-02-09T18:28:00.002+08:00

Damn long never update my blog.. My first blogging for 2011.. =) Anyway MR PIG say i will be blogging soon so grant his wish.. LOL..

-Work-
Work made me recently quite headache and stressful stuff.. After CNY, job was like a hill.. Hais, damn restless.. Esp when u are handling those unreasonable customer.. Keep chasing us the part to be send on time but they didn't know that we are lack of manpower.. Say about 100times to them but e thing just can't go inside their mind.. Sian.. ~ But anyway nothing much i can do also.. So, forget it.. !!

-Relationship-
Hmm.. Actually i guess e feeling i had was just a crush bah.. Not reall had tat special feeling i had be4.. Maybe quite a painful thought for e past, so i dun dare to fall in.. Perhaps i guess we remain as wat we are now as a good friend will be lasting than a relationship bah.. Haha, mayb i started to prefer be alone.. Haha.. Let fate decide bah..

Tat abt all.. I need to enjoy my rest time at home now.. Super nice at home slacking than having a war fight battle at work.. =)

Random Update..~

2010-12-22T19:25:00.002+08:00

Wow.. so long never updated my blog, anyway recently nothing much happening thing had happened so everything just goes quite well.. =D.. Anyway 2010 had came to e last month n DEC is reall the month tat holiday are all falling in this month.. Cheerss.. =) Alrite event are fully loaded for this week and it reall making my pocket a hole this month.. =.='' Here are the outcoming event for this week... ^^

Thur-> JP dinner at nite and buying those bbq stuff..
Friday -> Lunch with my colleague follow on mahjong session @ Heng hus at nite..
Sat -> Dinner @ Imm follow on Chevrons KTV..
Sun-> BBQ @ ECP..

Alrite everything are well planned, hopefully it will turn out great for this week.. Enjoy guy.. ^^

life had so many unexpected..

2010-10-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

Last week, just happened to read on the news tat S.H.E de Selina get a 3rd degree burnt during a filming accident in Shanghai.. Somehow everything seem to be so happy for her and which are going to get marry next yr who know just turn out to be a sad moment.. Ever though, nt a very big fan of Selina. But somehow feel very sad about this horror accident.. No one can feel or imaging hw the pain she is having now.. Maybe many thing will change for her future but jiayou Selina.. Pls stay strong for ur love one and those who love u.. And to another china male actor Yu Haoming just age 22 this yr who trying to protect Selina from getting more serious injuries but cos himself got even more badly burned. Jiayou both of them.. Pray hard for them.. ~

许玮伦...

2010-10-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

Just happened to watch some of weilun past drama few days ago n just so rite last week Rainie concert she did mention her good fre weilun also.. Quite a sad part, but wat is the fact we still have to face it n goes on.. But her everything will just still remain in our heart for life..

Miss u alway.. ~

SPEED Let's Heat Up!

2010-10-18T18:41:00.002+08:00

SPEED new single.. LET's HEAT UP..

T-ara - Falling You..

2010-10-04T20:11:00.003+08:00

Love is pain

Say good bye

Im crazy crazy crazy

be be be be be be be be my love

ba ba ba ba ba ba baby want you telling me

fall fall fall fall fall fall fall fall falling U

Im falling In You
Do ....Do....
Na Na Na Na Na Na
Do....Do....
I I I cant live

wat i wish now.. was just peaceful.. ~

林憶蓮－為你我受冷風吹

2010-09-17T18:05:00.001+08:00

I doubt this song are old enough but wat u can say abt this song, it just so meanfully..

為你我受冷風吹　寂寞時候流眼淚
有人問我是與非　說是與非
可是誰又真的關心誰

若是愛已不可為　你明白說吧無所謂
不必給我安慰　何必怕我傷悲
就當我從此收起真情　誰也不給

我會試著放下往事　管它過去有多美
也會試著不去想起　你如何用愛將我包圍
那深情的滋味

但願我會就此放下往事　忘了過去有多美
不盼緣盡仍留慈悲　雖然我曾經這樣以為
我真的這樣以為

為你我受冷風吹　寂寞時候流眼淚
有人問我是與非　說是與非
可是誰又真的關心誰
關心誰　會關心誰
誰會關心誰

back from taiwan..

2010-09-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

Back from Taiwan, but just happened fall sick after came back.. haha~ hais, missing everything there, e food, shopping n e night view there all super nice. Compare to sg, reall nothing can be compare of.. Quite surprise to receive ur msg this morning.. N thx for e concern although mayb it dun mean much actually it did help much when i am sick.. Kk la, photo had upload on my FB. Am reall lazy to upload here again.. Going to rest early soon, n back to work tomor again.. super boring.. =(

BOA ~

2010-08-28T17:20:00.003+08:00

wow.. BOA MTV was great esp her dance.. ^^

Super nice.. ^^

agnesyeo is tired..

2010-08-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

Somehow i feel tired.. i feel quite tired in everything around me.. Wat bother me actually i just can't use word to say, who can i tok to??.. It just me alone.. I am just too tired..

salt i am coming... ^^

2010-08-05T23:01:00.004+08:00

Salt i am coming this weekend.. ^^ Yeah, waiting for this movie super long n finally was released. Am going to watch this movie by this weekend.. n TGIF (Thank God Is Fri tomor).. ^^ Long weekend ahead lo.. LOL.. Enjoy everyone.. Heard tat Taiwan mayb will delay wor due with no slot for Sept le.. Hais,, sian.. Hopefully can go on sept.. *Pray hard*.. Whatever, as long can go can le.. LOL..

THIS IS THE ONE.. ^^

ANGELINA JOLIE.. ^^

FALL IN LOVE IN THIS SONG.. -SPEEDO-.. ^^

A Nice Sunday Morning.. ^^

2010-08-01T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, had my breakfast with my dad this morning n cost him a big hole on his pocket cos he bought me a camera at west mall. Hahaha.. Finally got my own camera 'Olympus Stylus 7040' from my dad.. Yeah.. ^^ Dun need to lent from my company wanna anymore.. Hahaha.. I think he should be quite regret of bringing me out for breakfast today bah.. Haha.. Wat a nice Sunday morning i had, n hopefully everything will be fine for my Mon bluess tomor.. Cheers everyone..

My new camera 'Olympus Stylus 7040'.. ^^

楊丞琳 - S.H.E

2010-07-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

你慢慢的慢慢的離開我
放任我的委屈愛卻無法放棄
有多少個夜晚照片陪著淚滴你的影子只出現在夢裡

許多傷痕等待著痊癒
我膽小的不知該躲哪裡
觀望這世界漂流的愛情彷彿剩我自己

我慢慢的慢慢的改變了
執著不是唯一此刻的我相信
我曾用盡全力只為了你呼吸時間會帶走我們的秘密

I've got SHE in me 刻劃的痕跡仍舊那麼清晰
愛慢慢成長了心慢慢沉澱了而我重新認識我了
我用微笑填滿了勇敢對著遠方大聲的呼喊
因為我愛過你體會到最真實的擁有

我慢慢的慢慢的成長了
回憶收進抽屜鎖上我們的名
收藏所有過去片段中我和你悄悄定格了美麗的花火

I've got SHE in me 不知不覺的一秒都不寂寞
愛慢慢成長了心慢慢沉澱了而我重新認識我了
我用微笑填滿了勇敢對著遠方大聲的呼喊
因為我愛過你體會到那幸福的擁有

看陽光忽遠忽近這苦澀依然甜蜜
我知道我對你說的你不會忘記
而分開就只是不一樣的答案
想念存在屬於我們的愛

I've got SHE in me 熟悉的溫柔我們都不寂寞
愛慢慢成長了心慢慢沉澱了而我重新認識我了
我用微笑填滿了勇敢對著遠方大聲的呼喊
一句我愛你慢慢你會永遠記得我

I've got SHE in me 熟悉的溫柔我們都不寂寞
愛慢慢成長了心慢慢沉澱了而我重新認識我了
我用微笑填滿了勇敢對著遠方大聲的呼喊
一句我愛你慢慢你會永遠記得我

Meaningfull..

2010-07-15T19:07:00.002+08:00

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Back from genting...

2010-07-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

yozz.. I am back from genting.. ^^ N back for work on Tuesday but mood still not there, i am still on holiday mood lo.. Hmm, actually too much thing to tok abt this trip but i am too lazy to tok abt it so just go to my FB n look at those pic we had taken in genting n ur guyzz should know hw fun e trip was bah.. Haha.. We went to alot of place this time round.. Theme park as usual, also kbox at genting, KL, twin tower and e food there.. Oh, but i missed e snow city there.. =( cos we are lack of e time.. Anyway this trip dun have any disappointment, everyone was quite steady in everything.. But e most sad thing abt this trip was we are lack of TIME.. Haha, we should go for at least 4days but anyway we had already reached SG.. Shall plan again bah.. LOL.. Maybe next yr??.. Hopefully ^^.. Shall upload a video which miss zheng taken on our hotel room some other day bah.. ^^

PS: somehow i tot e feeling had go lower n lower but seem like it still belong n remain there..

It's been sometime since i last update..

2010-06-29T19:00:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyoooo.. It's been sometime since i last updated my blog.. hahaha.. Erm, recently nothing much happened, just one day passed one day.. LOL.. Now a day our hang up place for weekend should be thai pub bah hahhaha due with world cup fever so do i am addicted in tat fever too.. =) Anyway it's 4yrs once le.. hahaha, anyway my fav team England had reall disappointed me this yr.. Maybe Beckham was nt around??.. hahahha.. Anyway England had been kick out, now i quite look on Germany & Argentina cos both team played quite well.. N this Fri match should be a good match "Germany VS Argentina" only one winner can go in to e semifinal ... Hmmm, i prefer Argentina cos there a player called "Messi" he is damn good ok??.. Doubt he never shoot in any goal till now, but if Argentina without him i dun think they can make it tat far.. E way he passed the ball, e way he crossed over 3 opponent tgt, i can say this guy is reall good sia..

藍又時【秘密】

2010-06-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

你就直接回頭吧她在等著你
不要怕我會哭泣早就在心底
想想你說過的話其實我們不虛假
那就好吧其實你對我不差

別對我食之無味棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺但不是愛情
想想你說過的話其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們都能夠清晰
你和她是不變的定律

別對我食之無味棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺但不是愛情
想想你說過的話其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們都能夠清晰
你和她是不變的定律

我們的愛情是秘密不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們都能夠清晰
你和她是不變的定律

陌生人音樂電影

2010-05-31T19:54:00.006+08:00

I love e both song sang by 蔡健雅..

無底洞陌生人

MTV IS GOOD. SONG IS GOOD N OFCOURSE 桂纶镁 IN THE MTV IS GOOD TOO..

周杰伦 - 说了再见

2010-05-15T10:41:00.001+08:00

曲：周杰倫
詞：方文山

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好

你的笑　你的好　腦海裡　一直在繞
我的手　忘不了　你手的溫度
心碎了一地　撿不回從前的心跳　傷心過去我無力逃跑

說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

JAY NEW SONG-- meaningfull song..

Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston Feat. Justin Bieber

2010-05-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

NICE SONG

Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston Feat. Justin Bieber

weekendss..

2010-05-10T19:10:00.003+08:00

Yoz.. Here come some update.. Celebrated Mother day on sat, bought kfc home to eat with my mum n had our drinking n toking session with her.. Haa, she feel quite surprise hw come my weekend will stay at home accompany her COS it was mother day mah.. lol.. Many thing happened last weekend perhaps i can said actually i dun really know wat goes wrong anyway.. Hais, hopefully u will be fine soon n back to normal again.. Anyway, recently watched 叶问 cos too many ppl told me this show was damn nice.. So i started from part one first who know i am addicted to this movie.. Wa, it was super nice sia.. N watched part 2 through internet also.. I promise i will watch part 3 in cinema if there are part 3.. ^^ Oh ya, was addicted to this china drama 仙剑奇侠传3 recently n it had accompany me through out my last weekend.. ^^

仙剑奇侠传3

你的承诺海鸣威

2010-05-02T14:22:00.002+08:00

WAT A NICE SONG

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby~
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了
不要想我也别再~

weekendss...

2010-04-17T13:28:00.011+08:00

Yozzz... It's weekend again, yester nite went to holland v had our supper, slack n tok, actually at first we went over to railway mall but every stall are closing at 1am so we went over to holland v to slack.. Thx to the driver of the day ANDY drive us over to there.. HAHA.. While on e way going back home, it started to rain. Actullay at first e rain are nt tat big BUT we tot of waiting awhile for e rain to become smaller who know it become heavily n heavily.. >.< lol.. So ended up we continue our toking session, haha.. Tok abt our Taiwan trip, same member 6 of us but PZ nt around with us yester but hopefully she can find a stable job then can join us to Taiwan this yr.. ^^ We plan go on the Nov this yr, hopefully can success.. lol.. so now we need to start have some saving in order to buy alot of stuff in Taiwan.. HAHA.. After tat, rain getting smaller we went back home. Reached home abt 3 to 4am.. IT'S SAT.. Miss ZJL jio steamboat today, WA, damn rare.. lol.. Still thinking going anot.. Haiz.. Alrtie, slpy mood now.. Go my lala land le.. Enjoy weekend everyone.. ^^

-RAINING SUPPER-

背对背拥抱

2010-04-15T00:30:00.003+08:00

LOVE THIS SONG..

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道即使想让你知道爱的警告

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道即使想让你知道爱的警告

我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子来乱绕
只是想让我知道只是想让你知道这警告
只是想让我知道只是想让你知道爱的警告

lalalala..

2010-04-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

Alrite alrite alrite i knew i had damn long never updated my blog.. It's rotting & rotting.. Spider wide all around.. lol.. hopefully there are still some ppl reading my post.. ^^ Anyway, pasted one month nothing special. Up down feeling, happy sad feeling still gt for this one month definitely. Hmmm.. Nothing much happened. Last sat went to AMK hub watched a movie called "REC_2" intro by MR TAN POH HENG not every nice show after all.. Haha, short of thriller movie bah. Went to tat far watched a movie cos we plan after tat go halo bar. It had relocated at Seng Kang there. BUT when we reached there, e staff said still not yet opened must wait to this week.. We was like =.=''.. But luckily at least we had watched a movie at AMK hub.. LOL.. So we ended up at Clementi party world.. LOL.. Anyway weekend coming soon.. Enjoy everyone.. ^^

吳克群 - 寄生

2010-03-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

品冠-我以為

2010-02-27T13:18:00.001+08:00

A very nice song..

下一站幸福痴心的花拓也

2010-02-27T13:04:00.003+08:00

I like this partss.. (",)

...

2010-02-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yozz.. I am back, lol.. Hmmm.. Nothing much to update, recently chatting with one of my fre.. Suddenly felt tat her situation was so much like mine last time.. Where by e care n concern to e person u love all throw inside e rubbish bin.. Maybe i had to say when a person had change or start changing, no matter hw much u did it just dun worth a cent bah.. Tat wat i can said, nothing much i can tel her.. Cos i need almost 3 or 4 yrs to pull myself up. I know one day i will still drop into tat hole if we remain still tat good as be4 so i rather prefer like nw, lesser than a fre mayb tat was better. E feeling of e past was worst but no doubt memories are still e sweetest thing we had tgt... Mayb keeping those good memories rather than those hurtful memories bah.. All i can said everything tk time.. Alrite, it fri.. Enjoy weekend pals..

CNY on e way..

2010-02-10T12:05:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO... Time to have some update if nt ZJL keep asking me to update.. >.< hahaha.. Recently quite busy on work.. CNY week = BUSY week.. This yr CNY seem to be quite boring or nothing much to look forward as too many thing happened last yr.. Ah gong had gone so CNY dun seem to be quite important to us anymore. E first yr CNY ah gong was nt around celebrating with us.. Soon i know we need to get used to it.. Tot won't be meeting my cousin this yr who know yester she told me, we will still be going to ah gong hus this yr.. HAHA.. So happy, cos one yr i just can c her once.. Think we had alot of thing to tok about hehehe, gossip around is our standard thing to do every CNY lol.. Hahaa.. Yester chatted with her at msn, i alway quite pei fu her dunno y also haha.. Mayb i feel she is smart, n e way she look thing always so mature. N she always look forward n move on, wat she was nt happy of she will just said out hahaha.. Mayb tat wat i peifu abt her bah.. Haha.. Anyway long weekend starting soon, enjoy everyone.. ^^

welcome 2010.. cheerss.. ^^

2009-12-29T12:10:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo.. Time to have some update, alrite x-mas had over.. Had our celebration at miss leow hus steamboat, ever tot tat was simple but overall hanging out with those group of fre was rather comfort n fun.. "BEER" had been left over at miss leow hus, haha quite surprise we never drank finish. Anyway age getting older, can't drink much either... LOL.. Alrite, this Thur event i tot will be hanging out with e same group dinner at JP but mayb i can't involve in tat event cos should be working till quite late tat day. So maybe no celebration for me or either celebrating with my colleague or family.. Haa.. Anyway, looked back on 2009 too much thing happened. Most sadded thing was ah gong was not around anymore, i know next CNY everyone will be missed him. Another thing was u also nt around beside me anymore, i think both of us was like getting lesser than a fre bah.. Perhaps, tat was good for both of us.. Alrite 2010.. Hmmm, like miss leow said i am glad tat i still alive till now.. HAHA~ Move on n look forward for 2010 bah.. Anyway long weekend coming again, hope everyone can enjoy it.. Cheerss.. ^^

x-mas...

2009-12-17T19:05:00.002+08:00

Hohoho.. Came to update my blog, hmmmm.. recently anything happened??.. Actually nothing much also.. Just busying working, busying going out.. lols.. Oya.. IS DEC again, bonus coming, x-mas coming, new yrs coming n Chinese new yr coming.. Hais, next yr Chinese new yr ah gong is nt around anymore.. I know it going to one yr since he leave us but dunno y i still missed him so much.. Hopefully he in another world can be happily celebrate those event whereby mayb he already dunno us anymore.. But he was just someone i respected alot since young n someone who tk care of me since young .. Oya x-mas is coming, if i nt wrong last last yr we are in jewel box celebrating our x-mas bah.. But too much thing happened in this yr n many thing had changed le bah.. haha~ Anyway we will be having steamboat at hy hus on e eve bah.. So owner PLS prepare n serve us well HOR.. lols.. Hopefully everyone can enjoy this special day with ur love one n frdss bah.. Cheers.. ^^

Speed 武道館 2009 Concert..

2009-12-06T22:37:00.005+08:00

下一站幸福...

2009-12-02T19:21:00.005+08:00

Recently watching this TW drama '下一站幸福'.. Damn nice also, quite a touching show, quite different from other TW drama..

Finally bought my new com.. ^^

2009-11-24T00:39:00.007+08:00

Alrite i am here again.. lols.. Finally bought my new com, cost my pocket a hole n is time to rest at home save money... Heee.. Anyway recently fall in love in this TW drama called '海派甜心'.. Xiao zhu inside was damn cute lo n damn funny.. But till nw the latest ep only till 4 only still a long way.. =.=''

This is him in this drama tgt with Raine Yang cute rite??.. lols.. Every time saw him, whatever unhappy stuff also will forget.. High rated drama to watch.. ^^

Oh ya recently also watched this HK drama called 巾帼枭雄, my colleague intro it to me de.. She said once u watched e first ep u will addicted on it, haha but sound quite true.. Cos nw i keep chasing for this drama..

PS: 达浪, 达浪, 达浪, HE WAS SUPER CUTE LO.. LOLS.. ^^

i am back on nov again.. ^^

2009-11-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

Yo.. I am back on nov again. Damn busy now a day everyday from 8 work till nite 7plus was like tired like hell.. >.< But bo bian cos my college dad passed away recently so she need to go back malaysia. Hai, life something just can't know wat happened next. So treasure every moment we have bah, cos we never know wat happen next. alrite, recently laptop spoilt mayb can't repair anymore. wat hurt me mostly was everything inside my laptop all gone. tat only memories also will be gone hai. wordless. anyway i wanna go club this sat.. double oooo lol. hope can go this sat. long time no club le. abt one month haa..

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2009-10-16T17:51:00.001+08:00

As far as possible till there won't be any chance tat we can meet each other..

wat going on??.. hais..

2009-10-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

Thx for being there as a fre when i having some problem, n thx for e MMS tat u sent to me yester.. Appreciate very much.. Dunno wat reall going on, try to sms n show concern to u but dun seem to have ur reply.. Somehow i feel tat u are diff e in past, in e way we tok n ur reply in msg was reall diff as be4.. Did i did anything wrong???.. I reall dunno wat happen, dun reall wish to lose u this fre.. But seem like i am losing a fre tat i dun wish to.. Hais.. Did sms u in e afternoon, till nw still no reply.. I guess there won't be a reply bah.. Hopefully i am e one tat are thinking too much bah..

Yo.. A brand new week again..

2009-10-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yo.. Seriously damn long never reall update myself cos nothing much to say.. Haa.. Oh ya, just bought my new fully touch screen phone ‘samsung jet’, now using tat phone to blog. Still not very good in touch phone yet,so msg getting damn slow in replying my fre. Oh.. went to xian bday last sat. Quite well prepare bday n quite a touching slide show prepared by Ht n eileen. Can c tat xian are really touched by e slide show. Can found such a good fre in ur life are rather hard but i guess u found it. Haa.. Anyway xian was a good fre to know as well. Forever lame lol. Seldom saw she show her temper. A fre tat worth to make of, ever we seldom meet up or contact now but i stil miss e days our outing, our bday sabo n bball session. Haa.. if she saw this, she sure damn touch lo. lol. Anyway days was passed so fast. Healing take time but somehow memories are still e only thing we can keep of.. Alrite time to Slp. Jiayou for tomor! Yeah.. ^^

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2009-09-27T16:09:00.001+08:00

... hw come u still will appear in my dream??.. hais~

Back from genting..

2009-09-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

Back from genting trip.. ^^ Haha.. Had alot of fun there, tot it will be a boring trip cos just 6 of us went to e trip this time but actually was not.. We had alot of fun there, n we all reall did enjoy ourselves there.. Ever tot just the 6 of us went but all of us are damn steady on this trip.. N was my first time sit on the roller coaster. Wa, e feeling was shiock ah.. LOL.. Andy n heng also sit the space shot, from 30 level out of one sec drop down.. Haha, tat wanna i reall dun dare to sit cos just saw they played already damn scary le lo.. lols.. reall too =.='' haha.. N Jia also sit e private ship this time, ever Jia also dare to play sia.. haha.. So can imaging hw steady all of us are on this trip.. N we ever went down to KL by our self n tour around.. N did our walking from one place to another place took us abt 45min walk to this place n another 45 min to walk back to e taxi stand.. haha.. but nobody complaint n we all are happily walking haha.... N our last night of genting can't miss our drinking session.. Hehehe.. We bought one bottle back to our hotel n some mixer.. Me, heng, ch n pz play Tai Di, while Jia n Andy went to lala land. Winner dun need to drink, left e most card drink whole cup n another 2 drink half cup.. Ended up all of us will drunk, can imaging we finished e whole bottle in a few hrs time, was like =.=''.. Haha.. Anyway 6 of us plan to go genting again, n also Taiwan on next yr March.. But must start to save money now.. I am reall looking forward for tat.. ^^ N thx for PZ on tat trip for her entertainment, without her dun think it will be tat fun.. haha~ ^^ Alrite back to real life n need to start working again..

I like this..

2009-08-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

SPEED - Wake Me Up! [Ram Rider Mix]

2009-07-30T19:26:00.001+08:00

Just too tired..

2009-07-30T12:15:00.001+08:00

Many thing happened on last week n this week.. Nothing work out well for my family now.. I just too tired, handling too much stuff... But i still need to act as normal infront of everyone.. Cos i dun wish to fall down now.. But i dunno hw long i still can stand.. Hais.. Just at this time u said e word 'ignore', ya mayb i break e promise but somehow isn't i did have e chance i can reall tok with u??.. Somehow tat word hurt rather deep inside.. Hopefully everything will goes well.. pray hard for my family..

.....

2009-07-19T11:42:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't disturb ur life now but y u still e first person i can think of in my mind when i am drunk??.. haiss..

愛情是什么‏...

2009-07-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

Found this email quite meaningfully tat ZJL sent to me de.. feel it was rather true bah.. hais-

也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話

放棄一個很愛你の人並不痛苦
放棄一個你很愛の人那才痛苦
愛上一個不愛你の人那是更痛苦

逃避不一定躲得過
面對不一定最難過
孤單不一定不快樂
得到不一定能長久
失去不一定不再擁有

愛是一種是思念
當他/她出事の時候你會比誰都著急

愛是一種包容
當你想起她/她做出可愛浪漫の事時會不知覺の傻笑

覺得好甜蜜好甜蜜
你體會到了嗎如果沒有就放棄重新開始吧..

updates...

2009-07-12T23:44:00.003+08:00

Busy week, colleague left without notice just leave like tat.. last week busy like dog, everyday started work busy like mad only time to rest was only our lunch time n tea break bah.. So tiredss.. Can't fall sick cos nw only left me n one of my colleague.. if i fall sick she sure will die.. hais.. hw tired it was actually dunno hw to describe.. never blame my colleague from leaving without notice cos i know she reall cannot tahan my manger anymore bah.. But actually i also but wat to do hais.. boss say wont employ another person to replace her place anymore.. hais.. tomor is Monday again, need to work like mad again.. just a word to say now 'tired'.. but mayb this life cycle is better at least i won't think for other thing now cos no time to think, everyday was just so busy now..

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2009-07-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

如果是真真的爱情，是不会为了什么理由离开彼此。没有任何东西是会天长地久，因为没有人会知道另一分钟会发生什么事。说过的承诺还是会把它给忘记的。如果你觉得这样你会开心决的话，我会尊敬你因为我希望你开心。

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2009-07-02T11:53:00.004+08:00

First time not purposely second time nt purposely mayb u think third time also nt purposely.. But anyway how came always me??.. Hais.. u just made me feel sick n tired of this.. Dun always think tat a 'sorry' cure everything.. Y i still feel e pain for tat msg??.. Hais..

SPEED- S.P.D.

2009-07-02T00:31:00.004+08:00

Feel e pain after all..

2009-07-01T12:09:00.002+08:00

Tat day i can't reached u through sms, nt ur fault cos u did told me ur reason, but somehow i finally had realise u had already left since long time ago.. I alway be there for u when u needed me but there was time i needed u, u are always nt there. Sorry nt been asking too much but just tat i am tired. I know i still care i know i still love. But hw pain it was i still need to force myself to leave now n move on in my life. This few yrs of waiting still turn out to be a zero for me but never since i regret before. I need to move on in order not to be hurt again. I am too tired of waiting n too tired of those tear tat i cried for u.. Like someone said u can't stop for a person for life, tat true enough n i think i had reall stopped for tat long n i think should ended here. But since when did we reall started before?..

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2009-06-28T18:41:00.005+08:00

不明的痛.. if somehow i need u will u be there??.. i can't ever reach u now, hais.. it just been a lie overall.. FINALLY i know how e feeling was like when u can't ever reach or find e person u love.. Hais..

爱在记忆中找你...

2009-06-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

爱在记忆中找你.mp3 - 林峰

我对你　
这一生　
哪个可比
我与你　
差一些　
永远一起
邂逅时间场地　
似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重　
深呼吸　
欠缺空气
爱太美　
轻轻的　
却载不起
爱情来到时候　
似明媚天气
它走了　
突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你　
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你　
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远　
该怎么　
说对不起
你太近　
一转身　
却已高飞
快乐也许太短　
似场流星雨
一眨眼　
就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你　
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你　
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
如果可以恨你　
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非要放下你　
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

爱在记忆中找你.mp3 - 林峰

最熟悉的陌生人。。

2009-06-22T17:45:00.004+08:00

你的脚步走的很快我追的好累是时侯休息给我一点时间放下一切关于你的事不去听不去看不常联系不常见面或许对彼此都是最好的结局我们两只能做永远最熟悉的陌生人。。

[不能说的秘密][爱太痛]

2009-06-19T18:33:00.004+08:00

Too many memories in this two song.. One was a sweet wanna tat watched in ur hus, one was a sadded wanna at the playground while listening to tat song, dunno y tear dropping tat much.. N wat we had left was just this two songs, everytime i listening this 2 song my mind will just think abt u..

12days missed..

2009-06-10T18:13:00.003+08:00

- 12 days missed..
- 12 days = 1 week 5 days..
- 12 days seem like passing like 12 months..
- we seem like dunno each other much anymore..
- stranger between us??.. maybe bah.. '最熟悉的陌生人'
- guess time is pushing us away..
- thx for e msg on last thur (4/6) concern, never tot u will sms me first..

guess missing never stopped once before..

Phuture on fri nitess..

2009-06-08T18:16:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!.. We head to phuture last fri nite, can said tat it was e funnest n highest party tat night.. HAHA.. We never went went to dance floor tat nite but we created our own dance floor tat nite.. Haha.. Everyone was rather high n we made a circle, n dancing queen (MISS LEOW) was on the center dancing with the accompany of MR TPH =.='' haha.. 2 new clubbers join us this time round (mahjong queen n x8).. Haa, those who never went tat nite had miss a good show of MISS LEOW sia, i think she was the main cast tat nite and she rather high lo.. Haa, our dancing queen tat nite sia.. Anyway party was over, hopefully can go with e gourp again when time is rite n everyone is free n we shall ahead there again.. ^^

Anyway JL dad had went to hospital hopefully everything goes fine to her n her family.. And remember tat fres will always be there when u need us.. We must be brave to face anything in our life..

Update..

2009-06-04T18:16:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. Past few weeks anything happened??.. Actually nothing much happened bah.. Quite a fun last sat nite at halo bar.. Actually at first was quite boring after awhile everyone was high like hell together with mt fre's too.. N gt one part another table got someone bday.. N i think e whole hall singing happy bday song together for tat bday gal or boy ah??.. I nt sure too.. lols.. N i guess our table sang e louder bah.. =.='' Haa.. N HY said tat she need to stop going to halo bar liao cos one month we almost went there every week.. LOL..Oh ya, Mt's fres was like so quiet at first but after tat a few cups of beer they become damn high lo.. Esp x8 asked me to 'kiss her foot' at eric hus sia.. I was like =.='', she keep told me she wanna to have yi tai tel me dun keep disturb her but hor i think tat day she reall no yi tai at all.. LOL.. N Christine so called 'mahjong queen' win abt 90 dollar tat nite luckily i never play with her.. N she very serious while playing mahjong lo, no matter hw i n mt keep disturb her, she still can play seriously sia.. LOL.. Alrite this week event??.. Not sure yet.. Between u n me was rather like stranger nw than fre.. Distance between us was rather far n there is something missing between both of us.. Missing of wat?.. I nt sure but i just can feel it..

SPEED - S.P.D

2009-06-02T18:38:00.008+08:00

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2009-05-22T17:56:00.002+08:00

-1st time accompany u see doctor at polyclinic..
-1st time saw u crying because of someone else..
-1st time saw u drinking because of someone else..
-1st time saw u drunk because of someone else..
-1st time saw my tear falling down in front of u..
-1st time we went to west coast park together..
-1st time cried while toking on e phone with u..
-2 times we watched movie together..
Cold?? Good?? Caring??.. I reall can't figure wat u thinking anymore..
Tired?? Sadness?? Loneliness??.. I can't give myself an answer anymore..
For those past few yrs i am just beside u n follow ur step whenever u are happy, sad moody, saw ur happiness, sadness, tiredness n loneliness but till e end both of us still never make a ending there.. Perhaps i can said mayb for those few yrs u dun actually need me beside u at all bah..

life..

2009-05-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. just get to know tat my fre grandma passed away.. Actually tat life cycle bah which we need to pass by, n suddenly missed my ah gong. Both ah gong n ah ma had gone, e both person who mean alot in my life, tk care of me when i was still a kid.. Who cook for me, who bring me to school, who carry my bag had all become memories in my heart le.. Thx ah gong n ah ma, i know ur both should be at somewhere far far away looking at us le bah..

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2009-05-14T16:35:00.002+08:00

-sick for 2 days..
-back to work tomor..
-hw i wish there was a day i can receive ur msg first.. which mean u had come across me in ur mind in tat moment..
-but it was impossible..
-3 yrs passed.. coming to e 4 yrs..
-still waiting.. n waiting.. n waiting..

S.P.D - SPEED

2009-05-09T18:36:00.001+08:00

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SPEED new video.. damn nice lo.. ^^ Waiting for their single to be out on 27 may..

let go..

2009-04-30T12:04:00.002+08:00

After today everything will come into the end.. I can said tat i reall did loved u deep inside my heart be4. We won't meet up or contact each other tat often like last time anymore.. But i knew e pain will always be there whenever i think of u or saw u.. But as i told u when time is up, i reall will leave both of us alone.. N i guess time is up..

wordless..

2009-04-29T00:32:00.008+08:00

Perhaps u will think tat i did wrong or y should i need to be like tat or mayb i had said something tat u dun wish to heard.. Mayb u can start to ignore me, hate me or dislike me bah.. But i think tat e best way for both of us.. I dunno hw to face e fact so i just can run away from e fact. Mayb u will think tat y must make until like tat.. You are nt me, u wont know.. Everything seem to at ur control n i am tat game to let u control. U can be good but when time up u will changed to another person n forced me to leave. You never did wrong perhaps is i did wrong to love u tat deep bah.. I will leave u alone as i promised u before when time is up but i never tot it can be tat fast. Pain n hurt can't been stopped. Wat u promise me i think just a word with no meaning.. Had u ever remember wat i told u in ur mind before?.. Had u ever realise i am always there for u?... Had u ever try to give me sometime i mean just sometime?.. Perhaps i am selfish but ain't u too?.. Dun force me to accept ur happiness bah.

忘了愛

2009-04-27T22:15:00.013+08:00

A song to describe my feeling now.. haiss..

分手都已过了那么久
现在也有自已的生活
你身边有个人牵着你的手
我们就像是朋友偶尔联络
心情不好你会来跟我说
我安慰你不难过
等你恢复笑容
总是笑着道谢转身走
变成朋友的你和我并不轻松
I could see I love you
It hurts me deep in my heart
你还在我心上某一个地方
看着你为了他
失魂落魄不说一句话
爱的重量不在我身上
I could see I love you
It hurts me deep in my heart
我不能像你这样说分了就忘
我这样是坚强
还是忘了爱的勉强
过去不想全部隐藏
就试着遗忘
说
对我诉说你跟他满脸笑容
我微笑地聆听接受
过去的你和我
是否也爱得那么冲动
痛哭好久开心也有让人感动
I could see I love you
It hurts me deep in my heart
你还在我心上某一个地方
看着你为了他
失魂落魄不说一句话
但是我的心现在却比你还伤
I could see I love you
It hurts me deep in my heart
我不能像你这样说分了就忘
我这样是坚强
还是忘了爱的勉强
让你看透我的心现在我不想
是该说放就放
就试着遗忘
痛苦我会遗忘
只想看你开心的模样
新的恋情让它成长
而过去
就放在心上

One day 3 meals but i just eaten 1 meal each day.. One day at least 6hrs of slping but i just slp less than 6hrs a day.. everyday at least some entertainment for myself after my work but i just knock myself at my room using my laptop n dun wish to tok to anyone or went out.. e cheerful side of ysh is gone n it left just e emo n quiet side of ysh..

cried,hurted,sadded,tried..idunnowatelseicandoanymore..perhapsthereisnothingicando..

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2009-04-25T14:29:00.002+08:00

Never lie to someone tat reall love u, if u does, u are just hurting them more badly.. You can tel me e fact but pls dun lie..

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2009-04-24T19:12:00.003+08:00

Life is only worth living once, you've found someone worth dying for.. I could never regret loving you because even if you didn't love me anymore perhaps you once did and that is the most wonderful feeling because i never thought that i deserved your love. Love isn't all smiles and laughs for the moment. But crying n fighting for what you think is right and will last forever. Loving unconditional mean forgiving and learning to live with it imperfections that is what you love the most. Sometime in love you must accept the fact what make the person you cared about happy and might on the other hand leave you so lonely. True in the world is going wrong, all you have to do is look at that special person and suddenly everything in the world is right again. Love is just a word till someone you meet give it a meaning..

Can't figure out sometime..

2009-04-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

Hais.. Can't figure out wat u thinking sometime.. You can suddenly leave without notice.. Hais..

Never been a good daughter after all..

2009-04-19T22:39:00.003+08:00

My dad went to hospital on Fri, cos he was sick for e past few days but he act as nothing happened in front of me. Haiss.. When i reached home after work on fri, my mum told me tat my dad went to hospital.. Cos he went to c doc at e clinic then e doc checked tat his stomach like got something so asked him go hospital check up.. Then he go himself which i dunno =.=. Then when i reached home, i try to cal him but i can't get him cos his hp was off.. I am damn worried for him, almost wanted to goes crazy.. But i promise to meet them up on fri nite to halo bar.. So actually i at Eric car was acting as nothing happened.. Hais, then after tat around 10 plus my dad called me say he was fine actually nothing inside his stomach.. Then i was very angry i told him y u never told me then he tok in a laugh manner say no worry la, i am fine.. Then he told me sorry le this few days i was sick so no time to help u looked out for ur car.. Hais, i almost drop down my tear.. I know he love me alot since i was young.. He always worry for me ever now i was 23 yrs old he still treat me like a kid. Got one time my hp low batt n i forgotten to cal back n told my mum i will be staying at my fre hus.. He very worry n asked my mum try to find my fre contact number, n end up he called one of my fre to find me. Ever tot tat time i was already 22 yrs old, n before i went to Cruise he told me reached sg first person to cal must be him.. He will never scold me since young, wat i wanna he always try to give me ever he had no much money when i was young.. N when i was kid tat time he pei me to c doc when i was having a high fever tat time.. But i feel bad, cos he was sick i also dun ever noticed.. Hais, tat night i was rather sad.. When i was toking abt this issue with my fre i almost cried. But i still holding my tear, i think i fail to be a good daughter after all.. Hais..

Speed cover cd is out..

2009-04-15T19:10:00.001+08:00

SPEED cover CD is out.. ^^

halo bar tonight..

2009-04-11T17:42:00.004+08:00

Halo bar tonight again.. Lols.. We are addicted in there liao, jialat.. Yester bbq was fun, but i was kana shoot by them n asked some funny question by them also.. Reading through my passed thing i blogged, i think got 90% is all abt ur stuff bah.. Mayb i am just a person tat dun wish to try on something tat i dun have feeling on de bah.. Many ppl told me no harm trying but i just can't force myself to do. No feeling mean no feeling bah. I may feel alone n all by myself sometime but i just dun need someone to be at my side just cos i am alone so i need someone to be there for me, if like tat i rather to be alone than hurting another person i dun love. Mayb ppl say tat love can develop when time passed but hw can it develop when there are still someone inside ur heart ??.. Perhaps the stubborn me just always getting hurt on myself of thinking in tat way bah. Haiss.. I am missing u badly now.. How bad a missing can be.. My mind is all abt u now.. Sigh...

Good friday everyoness..

2009-04-10T09:40:00.003+08:00

Good Friday everyone.. ^^ Going for bbq tonight with my ex classmate, long time never saw them le but they always said i am rather busy but actually i am nt ok!.. Hmmm.. They already from Mon keep remind me abt e bbq thing till yester, scare i will forget sia =.=''.. N still gt ppl said if u never come u will be dead sia.. Wa, scarly rite my classmate.. lolss.. I think tonight will be having a war fight rather than bbq bah.. HAHA.. Cos i am sure i will get bully by them, lolss.. Somemore PZ may nt be going, hai no one will be there to bbq for me.. HAHA.. But hopefully tonight we will be having fun bah ^^.. Alrite i guess i will be having a long holiday bah, cos tomor my customer side didn't open which mean i dun need to go back to work.. But still thinking whether to go back to work anot.. Haa, alrite SPEED single will be out on 27-May.. Can't wait for their single to be out.. I LOVE THEM.. Perhaps mayb ppl will think they become old after 10yrs they return back but to me they are still as pretty as before.. ^^

It's fridayss..

2009-04-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

It's Friday again.. Erm, actually got many thing to write to say but dunno hw to start also.. Hais, MC 2 days, actually from Mon already started to sick but hang on till thur then went to c doc but tomor need to go back to work again.. I dun think gt much thing to do tomor but my company gt a bit crazy they like ppl to show their face on sat, tat wat my manager think la. I think she was rather funny bah mayb she is jealous tat she need to go work on every sat so need us to accompany her to come back.. But wat e point if u go back there is nothing to do n waste company OT money there?.. I feel lame sometime but can't help tat my company.. ^^ I feel everything suck today. I should stop u from going today but i didn't.. WHY?.. I dunno also.. Hais, if i stop u will listen??.. Won't bah cos i know u, if u wanna nobody can stop u from doing tat.. Perhaps we are just in a cycle bah.. i love u, u love her.. When can ysh wake up??.. Sigh.. Alrite today do a quiz on 你是否活在過去？in face book i think is miss leow send me tat quiz de bah.. Actually feel e answer was quite true somehow..

The result is B '毫不自覺活在過去'

可能你還沒有意識到，你一直生活在過去。過往的記憶會悄悄回到你的腦海中，分散你的注意力。也許過去有些經歷值得你細細回味，而這些年來，你並沒有把自己從回憶中釋放出來，或者告訴自己：「別傻了，就這樣順其自然吧！」你不像自己認為的那樣理性，你總是不自覺地受到過去的影響。仲可以點？多給自己一些空間來探索真正的想法和感受，你會發現有不同的結果。

Isn't true i should let go e past n look forward??..

Feel so empty

2009-03-30T00:19:00.004+08:00

Hmmm.. Another week passed, i know i can't let go but i just can't do anything.. Actually acting happy in front of u was quite a hard thing for me but wat i can reall do??.. Hais, i missed u everyday.. Everyday wondering are u fine, are u sad, are u happy.. Knowing u like someone else i still need to act as nothing happen.. Somehow this feeling always killed me. Perhaps from e start i like u till now it had never reall changed before bah. Mayb i can't give u e happiness u wanna but i had try to give u everything i can. 不能做情人的我们只可以做永远的好朋友..

WTF

2009-03-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

WTF is all this abt.. Hais, am i someone tat can't be trust?.. Am i someone tat made up story?.. All i hope is dun wish u to get hurt end up u choose to listen to someone tat may hurt u rather than trust me.. Perhaps i just too busybody le bah.. I won't ask n care anymore, just give me a break!!..

Tue 24 Of March..

2009-03-24T19:25:00.004+08:00

Today just a pic to describe my feeling now:

ysh suckss..

2009-03-22T23:09:00.010+08:00

Sometime i feel i am suck somehow perhaps i started to cross over the limit again.. Hais, perhaps i need to step back before i crossed tat red line.. I dunno y, say can be rather easy but when it come to do, it was rather hard.. YSH SUCK!!.. I am indeed suck.. This feeling reall kill me somehow.. Hais.. Anyway, this weekend was bored. Never went out on sat, rotting at home but had a quite long chat with u yester nite but u are rather busy on some other thing.. Dunno y when u dun wish to know those stuff tat will hurt u but end up it just happened to know everything.. Not i am smart but it just so happened fate just let me know wat u are busy at yester nite.. Haiss.. Alrite had a haircut today which i intend to cut for a very long time.. Here it goes..

PS: I am finding this mini copper key chain, anyone know where can it be bought??..

Tat all... Welcome monday bluess again..

Finally passed my tp..

2009-03-20T12:22:00.002+08:00

Finally for so long of hard work i passed my tp yester ^^.. Thx to e tester yester, he was rather good tel me dun too stress myself just do my best.. N after e test, he told me i let u pass this time.. HAHA.. Nw trying to save more money, n keep asking my dad to buy me a car hoho.. But i think buy is nt a problem, problem is every month payment of e car will cost me a big hole bah.. Cos if my dad reall buy me a car, every month payment i think i will be paying my own bah.. Still planning hw it go bah.. ^^ Finally i can make it to my last promise to u, but suddenly feel damn sad perhaps it mean e last promise n i should ended everything??.. Hais, sigh..

孫燕姿-了解

2009-03-16T19:18:00.001+08:00

Awesome voice she having.. ^^

爱不疚

2009-03-15T21:26:00.009+08:00

Recently keep listening to this song.. Was rather a meaning full song bah.. Enjoyss..

爱不疚 - 林峰

收藏在眼眸　常徘徊左右　愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後　能全然退後　你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚　講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後　或會走
這種戀愛太罕有　不須真正擁有
成全　衷心祝福然後　就放手
放手　放開所有　彼此更自由
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手　豁出所有　還有這個好友
已經　已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙　靜靜在背後　去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚　講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有　不須真正擁有
成全　多捨不得仍然　是放手
放手　放開所有　彼此更自由
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手　豁出所有　還有這個好友
已經　已經足夠
放手　我的牽掛　找不到盡頭
放手　期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許　愛很深厚　然而我早看得透
放手　至可擁有

PS: 有一天你还是会回去你要回去的地方。。然后我还是要默默的接受你的离去。。

updatess..

2009-03-10T19:04:00.002+08:00

Time to had some updatess.. Hw did i spent my sat night??.. Hmmm, just one word 'enjoyable'.. Great music, great DJ, great sound effect n of course great frds tat i went along with.. Without them e night wont be tat high ^^.. I think powerhouse nw is e best choice for me to go again next time n can say tat i had addicted to e RnB song there.. Lols.. I guess most of them too.. Anyway i hope to have a drinking session soon la cos tat night i never drink enough actually haha.. But party is over n we are back to e reality world of working life.. Tat night photo had been uploaded at missleow blog so ur can go take a look from her blog cos i am too lazy to upload.. Lolss.. Alrite, this sat event is come my hus had steamboat ^^.. I know ur guys was quite surprise tat i asked ur come over my huse but i planned this from CNY tat time le but due with my ah gong stuff so i had cancel tat plan so i think this sat should e day.. Hohohoo.. N of course tat day missleow will be going so i am sure she wont miss her snapping session so i guess there will be photo upload after tat.. Haha.. N dun worry i will prepare beers for someone who say she wanna to drink n tok with my mum.. LOLS.. ^^

ah gong leave us abt 1monthss..

2009-03-02T12:19:00.003+08:00

Yoz.. It's Mon again, another brand new weeks started. Hmm, nothing special for my past weekend. Was rather boring, oh ya i plan to buy a bicycle.. Hee.. Plan to cycle outside at night or early in the morning cos it's feeling was rather relax bah.. Hopefully i can find some partner to join me.. Anyone interested?? Except for MISS LHY.. LOL.. WAHHA.. Cos ended up i need to ride her.. Wahaha!!.. Dunno y nw a day like to go gym perhaps tat a place i can release all my feeling out by running bah.. As for drinking?.. Haa, i dun reall go for tat anymore perhaps after tat time went to dbo drank till very mad tat time started to dislike e smell le. Perhaps i prefer beer nw.. Lols. Alrite will be heading to powerhouse this sat. Hopefully everything will be nice n fun, wont be like tat time we go to zouk like tat bah. Haa.. Ah gong had leave us for abt 1 month le but i still miss him alot. Wondering where is him now?.. Hopefully i can dream of him more.. Tat all.. ^^

it's fridayss

2009-02-27T19:34:00.004+08:00

It's fridayss.. Hmmmm... Dunno y today feel just nt right dunno is going to sick or something going to happen.. Hais.. Sigh, mood so down dunno y also.. Keep went to e toilet today from morning till nw, think kana food poisoning sia. But tomor still need to go back to work. Haiss.. Sigh again.. Oh ya, today after my work i take 963 back home. On e bus i stand behind n i saw a ah peck sitting there wa, dunno y i feel he look so much alike my ah gong. E way he dress n his hairstyle, haha.. Perhaps i am missing ah gong too much le bah. E fact he already leave me n went to a far far place. But dunno y tat moment i suddenly think of him at e hospital again, perhaps ah gong is still e one i am missing so much.. :(

ps: wat ur mind thinking??.. i never know cos u never will let me know. dun understand u perhaps i reall dun understand u..

Feeling of miness..

2009-02-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

对你是失望多过难过... 面对你我还是骗不了我自己,心还是被你动摇了..

Just e feeling of miness..

2009-02-22T17:22:00.001+08:00

不管以后会怎样或你会做出什么决定，我都会等你。。反正我已经习惯等你的感觉了，能够等你已经是一种幸福了。我从来都不觉得自己傻，因为有很多人也许一辈子都碰不到一个值得等待的人。但我已经碰到了。

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

2009-02-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

Alrite thur went to watched e show called 'The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button' was abt 3 hrs show, but i feel tat show was rather nice n meaningfully.. Dunno hw to explain e show but was rather reality bah.. Hmm.. Was like a cycle of life bah we need to went through. HAHA.. Got one part which e gal's mum was going to die n laying on e hospital.. Dunno y suddenly think of my ah gong tat time at hospital holding my hand.. Haiss.. It quite a nice show la worth to watch..

PS: Step back now before it went too deep again.. I can't get myself those hurts anymore.. Feeling kills somehowss..

If i can..

2009-02-20T11:59:00.002+08:00

Haiss.. Knowing u are unhappy in the past few days, but i just can't help u much.. Seeing u like just acting to be normal was rather hurtful inside my heart.. Mayb sometime life to u, just dun seem much important but to me ur life mean alot to me.. I rather hope to c ur cheerful side than e emo side of u.. Perhaps tat person who made u laugh won't be me but tat does not matter, matter is I WANNA U TO BE HAPPY..

It's wedss

2009-02-18T12:08:00.003+08:00

Alrite it wedss again, 3 more days to weekends.. Yeah!! But nt much different as weekdays also la haha.. Yester was rather good cos from morning started sms u till night bah. Never suddenly gone disappear, perhaps ur mood was good yester bah.. Haa, but good thing never last long tat for sure.. Perhaps yester was just a bonus for me bah.. Yester suddenly fever at nite n today late for work, overslept.. So tired nw.. =.='' Gtg for a nap at my lunch time.. Cya..

Zouk on valentine's day..

2009-02-17T19:01:00.007+08:00

Long time no update.. Went to Zouk last sat which was valentine's day haha.. Those 'single' de us went to Zouk.. Oh actually nt reall all 'single' la, lolss.. E night was suck.. HAHA.. Music damn boring dun feel like dancing.. Plus i never drink much tat day, sound surprise??.. Haa, maybe tat time at dbo drink too much till nw still dun dare to drink much.. I just drink abt or almost nt more than 3 cups.. It's true lo.. Lolss.. I won't step in Zouk again, damn boring.. We went off abt 2am, early rite??.. First time go clubbing so early went home.. Upload some pic taken by hy tat night.. HAHA..

Doctor yeo still stuck on same patient

2009-02-12T13:46:00.004+08:00

HAHA.. For so long, doctor yeo still stuck on tat only same patient she had.. HAHA, was rather unbelievable bah.. Hmm.. Another year passed again, guess i had waited for abt 3yrs le bah.. Dun ask me y cos i also had no answer for tat.. lols.. Perhaps i started to get use to single lifestyle i having nw n was reather happy for wat i am now.. HAHA.. Nothing will be change for now.. Further??.. I nt sure but rite now everything still remain as wat it was at e past 3yrss.. And this word had been there forever--> (,") happy mean (".) happy..

Wedsss

2009-02-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

It’s was wed again.. Ah gong still e person i will miss at least once a day. Dunno y i had a strong feeling he just beside me always.. Perhaps ur guy will say i am mad but i just feel tat he was around alway.. I wondering where is ah gong nw? Living in somewhere tat was rather far from me n watching me??.. I guess so.. Dunno hw long i will still missing my ah gong but i am sure ah gong will live inside my heart forevers..

New week again..

2009-02-09T12:00:00.003+08:00

It's a brand new week again, haiss.. Everything just dun seem to be important to me anymore. I know i still miss ah gong alot n dun wish to accept tat was a fact tat he was gone n won't be back again.. But i still need to accept it cos tat was still the fact i still need to face it. I dunno hw to pull myself up perhaps there still need sometime to do so bah. Acting happy in front of my fre cos i dun wish them to worry for me but when i was alone, my mind just can't stop thinking tat ah gong had leave me n wont be back anymore.. Thx for my fre who went back n accompany me for those few days.. Ah gong, i still miss u alotss..

Goodbye my beloved ah gong..

2009-02-03T18:20:00.002+08:00

Everything just too late, i hated myself.. If i never went for lesson yester nite at least i still can c ah gong e last time. Ah gong leave without letting us c his last step of his story.. Perhaps he dun wish us to be sad bah.. My mind keep flashed e moment i holded his hand n he holded mine with both our tear inside our eyes.. I could never had e chance to hold his hand anymore.. I could never had e chance to cal him ah gong anymore.. Ah gong i reall miss u alot.. Y u choose to leave without letting me c u e last time.. Gong, u are reall someone who treated everyone of us included my cousin my gugu my dad n my mum very good.. U are someone tat always think abt other first than urself, u are someone who keep worry whether we are hungry anot.. Your everything will keep inside my heart forevers.. Goodbye my beloved ah gong..

Momentss..

2009-02-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today finally saw my ah gong open his eyes.. Holding on his hand n he holding my hand back, tear of mine can't hold it anymore. I felt tat was e best thing in tat moments, i hope tat moments can stop.. Look rather drama but tat was rather reality. Tear in my ah gong eyes, i know he can't tok but he was very touch to c us around..

PS: Perhaps time reall make us apart, wat i mean n hope dun mean wat u say.. But i dun wish to explain much just a sorry.. Perhaps both of us can't understand each other much anymore..

Ah gong went in to hospital..

2009-01-31T16:03:00.005+08:00

Just back from NUH, yester ah gong went in to hospital again.. Heard my dad said was cos he suddenly can't breath yester nite so they quickly sent him to hospital.. Went to NUH this morning to c him.. He was using the oxygen tank to breath now, can't drink milk anymore n was sleeping.. When the moment i went in to the room, touched him n cal him ah gong, he can't respond me anymore.. Looking at him n those white hair he having with those tube inside his body. Tear started to drop down, keep thinking y god must let him been so suffering.. Doctor said tat once he stop breathing he told us nt to rescue him anymore.. If we do so, it will make him more suffering than wat he was having nw.. I can't ask anything much cos if i ask him dun leave, i know he will be more suffering than wat he are having now. Now, i just hope tat i can accompany him to e end of his story.. N everything abt him, e days u bring me to school e days when i was a kid u help me carry my bag to school e days u hurt ur hand while u wanted to fetch me from school e days u keep asking us go eat but ur own self haven't eaten.. Those memories will be there foreverss..

slp n slp..

2009-01-15T18:15:00.003+08:00

I need rest n long holiday can i??.. Can i get to c u often??.. Haa, perhaps tat too hard for u bah..

Mondays..

2009-01-12T22:49:00.005+08:00

Hellooooo... Just went back from gym, nw a day every week need to go there once.. Mayb use to it le bah.. A place tat can stress up ur feeling there, keep running n running.. Haa.. Today morning had a short chat with u, quite happy chat but half way u are gone somehow.. Wait n wait till nw already nite le, dun think there will be any reply le bah.. Haa.. Nvm, hopefully tat msg i send u yester nite can bright ur day up in the morning bah.. *SMILE*.. Haa.. Mayb feeling like never went down ever.. Somehow e stubborn me rite now still can't allow anyone to step in my heart bah.. I also dunno y, just let nature take course.. This word seem to repat quite a few time.. Haa.. Alrite, nothing much going to orh orh soon.. So tired today.. Oh ya, btw.. Ah gong had discharge from hospital, i feel damn happy.. Ah gong is reall old, ur guy won't believe tat he already 100 yrs old.. He is a good guy tat i had ever c.. Treat us very very de good.. Always left those good food for us but he eaten those left over food.. Tat y all of our family members n included my cousin n gugu respect him alot.. Tat y ah gong, pls stay strong n stay on with us.. We can't afford to lose u.. I know 1 day he will leave us, but i just hope to treasure those time with him now..

^Black seem to my fav colours which was a emo colourss they said.. lolss..^

搞笑-罗志祥

2009-01-11T12:02:00.002+08:00

Recommend this song which i recently listen on.. Was rather nice n meanfully song somehow if u can understand wat it reall mean abt this song.. Enjoyss..

搞笑.mp3 - 罗志祥

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到
你好不好..

ah gong..

2009-01-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

Hais.. Just gt a cal from my dad, he say tat my ah gong nw at hospital, n mayb cannot make it soon.. N i sms my cousin n asked her isnt she know this anot n ask her isnt very serious this time. N she said: Ya, cos her mum just cal her office. Suddenly my mind become empty, i dunno wat to say.. N my dad voice suddenly so serious n i can sense tat he was abt to cry soon.. Haiss.. Suddenly tear in my eye n many thing started to flush back to e past when i was a kid where by my gong was taking care of me.. Haiss.. Mood reall become so down.. I reall hope god pray hard tat he will be fine..

-@gn3s`/3o-

Update for 2011..

Random Update..~

life had so many unexpected..

许玮伦...

SPEED Let's Heat Up!

T-ara - Falling You..

林憶蓮 － 為你我受冷風吹

back from taiwan..

BOA ~

agnesyeo is tired..

salt i am coming... ^^

A Nice Sunday Morning.. ^^

楊丞琳 - S.H.E

Meaningfull..

Back from genting...

It's been sometime since i last update..

藍又時【秘密】

陌生人音樂電影

周杰伦 - 说了再见

Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston Feat. Justin Bieber

weekendss..

你的承诺 海鸣威

weekendss...

背对背拥抱

lalalala..

吳克群 - 寄生

品冠-我以為

下一站幸福 痴心的花拓也

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CNY on e way..

welcome 2010.. cheerss.. ^^

x-mas...

Speed 武道館 2009 Concert..

下一站幸福...

Finally bought my new com.. ^^

i am back on nov again.. ^^

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wat going on??.. hais..

Yo.. A brand new week again..

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Back from genting..

I like this..

SPEED - Wake Me Up! [Ram Rider Mix]

Just too tired..

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愛情是什么‏...

updates...

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SPEED- S.P.D.

Feel e pain after all..

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爱在记忆中找你...

最熟悉的陌生人。。

[不能说的秘密][爱太痛]

12days missed..

Phuture on fri nitess..

Update..

SPEED - S.P.D

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life..

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S.P.D - SPEED

let go..

wordless..

忘了愛

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Can't figure out sometime..

Never been a good daughter after all..

Speed cover cd is out..

halo bar tonight..

Good friday everyoness..

It's fridayss..

Feel so empty

WTF

Tue 24 Of March..

ysh suckss..

Finally passed my tp..

林憶蓮－為你我受冷風吹

你的承诺海鸣威

下一站幸福痴心的花拓也